i spent this past weekend over at hat island, hanging out with some folks from my gathering and in general doing nothing. sitting on the deck looking at the water, getting a little burned and alot of time for thinking.

my mind has had alot to think about this week. between a wednesday of playing soccer and a thursday point83 ride that ended at golden gardens in the midst of a meteor shower are subtexts and dreams and a life that though it is my own i can’t comprehend it.

what does it mean to know a God who is at once so amazingly huge that he paints a million stars in the skies and sends us so much beauty but yet is so intimate to be concerned with the tiny details of our lives and relationships? how can that even be expressed?